Part 4: June 22, 1992, pg. 201
“It’s just that I don’t want to be somebody’s crush. If somebody likes me, I want them to like the real me, not what they think I am. And I don’t want them to carry it around inside. I want them to show me, so I can feel it, too. I want them to be able to do whatever they want around me. And if they do something I don’t like, I’ll tell them.”
“But the thing is, I wasn’t being honest. So, why would I care whether or not he loved me when he didn’t really even know me?”
I’m guessing you know what book I’m reading now. Have you seen it already?
IT FEELS GOOD WHEN YOU FIND SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS YOU, BECAUSE YOU THOUGHT NO ONE CAN.
WHEN I SEE YOU I THINK OF YOU AS A JOKE TO FORGET OUR MEMORIES. THEN A FRIEND TEASES US AND INSIDE I’M LIKE, “DIE BITCH”
I FEEL INFINITE
Sometimes we do
inappropriate and unimportant things because we are curious and we think it’s cool. We choose bad over good, because we want to meet new adventure. Oh! and don’t forget our favorite excuse… “we are YOUNG and YOLO”. But also, don’t forget that what’s wrong is wrong. Learn to live right. All those things that you think is fun and more important (but in reality, it isn’t) will not be anymore in the future.
STICK THIS TO YOUR HEAD KATRINA.